outings before holidays~

after finished my biostatistic exam.., i'm having dilemma whether to choose to go for karaoke or watch step up 3 in 3D.... y must we breaks into groups... kinda miss when all of us join for the whole event. hehe. nvm. at least we still hang out like crazy....

and this time we make so many places blacklist me karen and others. hahahah. this is how it goes..

at last i decided to join step up 3.. n i tell u... it's FREAKING AWESOME !!!!!
all the dance step makes me feel like i wana dance too. i seriously wana scream n clap my hands in the cinema while watching the HOT actor and actress dance to their max but looking at the surrounding... erm i rather just shout COOL !!! hahaha. its too awesome! plus the effect of 3D and the creativity of the dance, the emotion, the energy wow its really BOOMING !!!!! my friend karen ws over exagerated too both of us were like out of the mind watching the show.

then we hang out fro bowling... omg! this is the 1st time ever i been laugh for my flying butt man. so embarassing... but it still looks sexay! yeah! everyone showing their true personality over thr...

karen was being so femaline when she was throwing the ball manatau when she turn around n shout "eat shit" =.= spoil all the femaline. tada muka nak tengok man. hahaha.

i was flying my butt while throwing the ball. i didn realise my butt was so SHARP untill i watched the video. hahaha

leehoon pula proves that energy is not necessary to strike a ball. she was so steady n soft in letting (not throwing) the ball and she got gud score man (of cause not as gud as mine. muahahah) n we found out 1 thing. whenever i shout "chun hao" while she was letting (not throwing) the ball, she got strike man. thats the power of secret love. muahahah

jo anne was like so skillful but manatau. 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 hahahaha. longkang was the only thing she aim. she really try her best to aim the middle but no matter how the ball love the longkang more.hahaha

then comes the couple.... dunjie and kew... huhuhu. honestly its kinda weird to sees them together.. hahah. unexpected pair. but im happy for them. though they seems tired that day (dono what they do back there in the cinema) hahahaha but they still look sweet. hehehe.

gambateh ya to the couple!

and im really love my coursemates

who really brings great joys to my uni life

all of my coursemates

friends forever!!!!!

omg !!! i almost forget something... i got JJ LIN JUN JIE autograph. omg!!! my idol man. its really a honour to shake hand with him (not goin to wash my hand for 1week) hahaha. his songs is so great n he is ever improving man. love his song voice so so so much !!!!

i LOVE JJ !!!

ice kacang puppy love

Am i too late too shout that ice kacang puppy love was a very touching 1st love story....? hahaha. i just watched it today after this show is aired for like ages ago. (i'm so outdated) haha. the story line is fantastic. with all the drama scene mixed well and it shows how malaysian movie had improved. seriously, the plot was fantastic! i really enjoy it very much. ^^

well, it does make me think about my 1st love when i'm was so young innocent and hansum ( aleh cukup la tu leng XP ). it wasn't that smooth though we had many obstacle and spend alot of our sweet time together...
think about how stupid i am when i was in love. did alot stupid things.... make things worst... but what to do... fate was not on our side.. so we didn't make out.

neh~ everything has its 1st time right? no 1st love no other coming love... haha. that's why i joined PBSM (persatuan bujang sampai mati)... but recently, i feel that my heart is getting lonely... probally i need someone to be my side...? or i just getting too stress with my life? sometimes i get so jealous and envy those who hold hands and walk around sweetly and happily. i wana try that but........... single ROCKS!!!! hahah.

if you ask me whether i still miss my 1st love..., well last few years i would say yes. but now..., hemm... a confirmed no.

time to sleep lo... sweet dream everybody.... nitez~

jiu the bu qu, xing de bu lai

hemm... i wonder u guys know what is the meaning of the above title. well. it means u must let go of the past n accept a new wan. (i hope i get the meaning right cz i myself is a banana) hahaha. phrase like setiap pertemuan mesti ada perpisahan kinda link the above phrase well.

in life we always meet a new things n also lost many precious thing... i had lost many of my precious moment, people, time and also love...

we really need to appreciate people around us. although misunderstanding is always there... but no matter how, either side must choose to tolerate the other side..

tolerance... is it really hard to do it..? thinking about it.. it's not easy when u face different people with different personality. most people will not get use to it n tend to burst the way through the relationship. but does it help?
i causes more complicated moments..

love... is it hard to let go of the past love? why my heart is still sour whenever i speak about this love. i had fight my way to forget about it but... it still bear a mark in my heart, never to be erased..
hei! my heart now feels a new heartbeat.. is it the sign that i'm letting go of the past..? am i? well only i can answer that but i couldn't find the answer..
new heartbeat huh~ wonder who is the one who creates the new heartbeat for me...

some secret within u should not be revealed...

hahaha. so i guess i just follow my instinct. i believe when the time comes, i will know the answer..

till then... good nite.. good night new heartbeat...

setiap pertemuan mesti ad perpisahan..

halo...

huhu. it is been so long time ago since i type in this blog. hohoh.

i can see alot spider web and habuk man. must start cleaning my blog. hahah. must promise myself to update my blog. if not i will start forgeting watz the purpose for me to create a blog for myself. hahah. 2moro la. i start update. feel wan go sleep liao.

gud nite everybody! see u all in my dreams. hahah

Grandma 75th birthday!!

yesterday was my grandma 75th birthday. wah. she is still strong and able to move around happily and healthy. haha. she has been a great grandma. she really do care about me, love me and sayang sayang me. she has high hope on me so i cannot let her down. hehe

i still remember the way she kissed me. haha. her kiss is very special. she didn use mouth to kiss. but she use her nose to smell me. hahaha. i is very special and i get the warmness from her kiss.

well, she was very worry about me as im the 1st grandson who walks into a government university. she keep asking me how is my life in ukm. well, not as gud as it sounds but i lied to her that my life is cool. hahaha. (so bad mis grandson). hahah.
but im really glad that i went back melaka for her birthday party, although i need to rush back kl o the next day morning. im afraid that i will miss any of her birthday as i will get busier as years goes on. (choi!) haha. nevermind. i will try my best to come. hehe

recently, i found out that my grandma's hair had all turn white liao. i'm afraid that i couldn't be a good grandson in time. so many things i wish i can do with my grandma. go travelling. give her surprises and fulfilling her dreams. so, i has to work hard so i wun let her down. well, here is my words sincerely from my heart that i always wanted to tell my grandma

i love you!

may amitafa bless u grandma and hope u will be blessed with good health, happiness and wealth!!! amitofo~ haha.

my cute grandma!! so cute!! haha.

my grandma and me.

Happy Birthday to you, grandma!

Gosh!!!

omg!! my blog is full with spider webs and dust man. as i didn touch my blog for like a month? GOSH!! so amazing man. haha.

no la. i was very busy with my chinese new year celebration.i hope i'm not too late to talk about my cny celebration. hahah. but this year's cny is definately a superb wan. omg! i meet alot of my old frined which we haven seen for ages... i'm so touch that they make a effort to come to my house and "bainian". haha.
it's really great to see them. but i'm sorry if i didn make it to go my other friend house to "bainian" cause i'm too busy celebrating cny in other place.

well, this year angpau is amazingly big amount. hahha. so shocked man! but have to save my money as i still didn't get any loan for my studies. zzzz... and talk about cny, of coz we cant run away from gambling... huhuhuhu. this year i really sapu everyone's money man. sapu n sapu n sapu. two days berturut-turut and guess what, i won rm230 man. crazy dao!!! didn't win this much before. haha. i always lost money whenever i gamble.

but haiz, money come and money go... my mum knew that i won that much of money so she ask me to isi minyak to my cars man. cost me rm100. zzz. pay for other things and i left so little to go back ukm. hahah nvm. itz a good start of a cny...

now, my baobei handphone is sick ad.. w850i.. live with me for almost 4years liao.. got feeling ad man. so sad... but i will go repair it. use till it becomes antique!! hoho. yeah babe!! long live w850i!!!!!

Pesta Ang Pao

fuuh!! this program is the most stressful throughout the whole year. so many problem had occurred and im glad that it is over. but i started to miss all the moments when me n my friends and ajk was struggleing throughout the whole program. although we have a lot of sour moments, but at least we still have fun and have great moments together. hahha. miss all the fun, all the laugh, all the screams, all the tears n not forgetting all the crowd's cheers. wahahah. so nice. during the performance i was afraid that i could not give what the audience wants, but i get alot of comment that is really so cool.

"leng!! ur voice was superb man!"
"xiao zhang.. well done in making PAP so wonderful"
"well done leng!"
and the best want is
"xiao zhang! overall, this year PAP is better than last year"

i was the Exco program for PAP. hearing all this praise really make me feel so satisfy and feel so great. ok ok. alot people had said my blog very chang qi. talk n talk n talk. hahah. so let the picture tell u evrything. haha.

our lou sen!!

great support from them!

my malay friend also support my program. thanks man

bahagian teknikal. cool~

so crazy man. hahah

our dancers. amazing dance performed by them!

24season drum!

lion dance rock man!! cool!!

small kid and king.. haha

this picture is so nice. like it so much..

lion head and drum

PT daddy n mummy!!! hahah. thanks for ur full support!!

little chun li. hahah. look like my sister..

king and gorgeous looking lisa

me n 2 cute maiden. hahha


girls poing for cam. hahah

our cute deco exco. she made alot amazing decoration

yeng man me. with the sword...

Gong Xi Fa Chai!!

Chai Sern!!

the Great Tanglung!

our beautiful stage with 2 cute lion. hahah

CNY is really approaching. hahah. must turn on my CNY mode. CNY mode : On
hahah. anyway, happy chinese new year and Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!

Farewell my friend~

wow! didn't really notice that time goes by so so fast man. haha. in a blink of eyes, Pesta Ang Pao had finished and now i need to focus on my studies man. wuwuwu~~ so so much thing haven read. omg!! don't know how to die in my mid sem man. hahah. just can pray i die gracefully. haha. (swt betul la u, leng).

talk about death, yesterday i just receive a news that one of my primary secondary friend had just committed suicide.. haizz.. does suicide really can solve problems. he does'nt look like a guy who want to commit suicide.. feel so sad for his family.. his dad was so sad. my friend post in FB that his dad was hugging everyone during the funeral n said "i miss him, i really miss him". really feels like a knife slicing his heart. i cant go to his funeral cause i am in KL. lagi sad..
friend..., where ever u are, hope u will find ur happiness there n may God bless your soul.. Amitofo.. u will always be remembered. it's a great loss for every one who know u.. so many things happening recently. i starting to doubt that is it 2010 is a bad good year or not. hopefully there won't be any bad things happenning again.

~farewell my friend~

Sign~~ Haiz~~~

well... let's start talking about last sem. my friends and i used to be very crazy, loud, sampat and of course alot alot alot of fun! haha. we used gather in my room and talk craps. so crazy as we laugh like pontianak. hahah. we even wake our neighbours up from their sweet dreams. so paisey. but what to do, this is us. super crazy, super loud especially when these poeple are around, me, steven lee onn wah aka jelly boy, tiew horng and ting chiong ming. with our high frequency and big desibel voice, no wonder the whole hostel block is our voice. hahahaha. thinking about what we done always make me smile...

but recently, i hardly can hear all these laughter already... this sem is like a very busy sem for every one here in UKM. everybody was so busy that we only reach our room after midnight. because of some program that i attended, i feel that my relationship with some of my friends had loosen already. i feel so sad to know that. i started to miss all the fun we used to have, all the laugh, all the moments that we have. i even miss all the crowded slippers outside my room. i wish there is always alot of slippers outside my room cause that indicate that my room is packed with craps. hahah.

nevermind, after some program end at this saturday, i will ask all my friends to go for outting and nurishing the friendship that we have. i don't want the feeling that i'm having now. i want the moment back when we are in first sem!!! teribly missing the moments now~~~

yesterday i mentioned my past to some of my friends... i mean the love part. its really sad to said that she is just a friend of mine n always be. then today on the way back to my campus, i suddenly think of her n i missed her... so much...

when there is little people around me,
i close my eyes for a moment,
then i suddenly think of u.
that's the moment that i know...
i miss u...

"Great" things happening on me at 2010

this is few "amazing things that i encountered this year. wow! even myself also felt it is amazing man! hahahaha

1. i enter UKM branch i KL. omg. life at here is so not like uni life man. my friends from other uni is so relaxing and got so much freedom. here.... stress+no freedom+pressured+bad hostel+dirty toilet+so much thing to do in so little time=DIE. hahah

2. i join alot alot alot alot activities to earn merit to stay in that bad hostel(so sad) so that i can save my expenses in future. manatau, my merit points is 3x lower then my friend who everyday stay at room goyang kaki. zzzzzz

3. and now my program got so so much problem and i got so so little time to do. zzzzz.

4. so in the end i neglect my studies and i got a very bad result in my exam.. lagi zzzzz.

5. i find out that i got thalassamia minor (which i got abnormal small sized red blood cell). fuh...! but don worry, i won't die wan. hahah. according to studies, people who got thalassamia got very low possibility to get high blood pressure. so......

6. my blood pressure rose from normal 110mg/Hg to constant 133mg/Hg. omg!!! going to have heart attack man. hahaha. must take care myself ad. even climb 4storey stairs my heart will pain pain. fuh...! lauya ad man me. haha

7. my expenses this month is goin to reach 2.5k liao. omg!!! my parents going to kill me already. hahah

8. recently i find out that i got lattice degeneration in my retina. means i'm going to blind man. but not that fast la. and if i take care my eyes then i won't blind wan. haha. but the my retina will slowly slowly degenerate my other retina cell. omg!! freakky man.

9. and because of this, i cant do alot extreme things liao. haiz.... eg. bungee jumping and roller coaster and mountain climbing. oh no!!!

10. and last but not LEAST, i haven get any sponsorship from PTPTN or JPA. shit man!!! need depends on my parents. haiz....

so... cheer up!!
i will definately see a brighter
warm sun after a stormy storm.

That's What Friends Are For.... XP

god always sent alot great angels to protect us and help us. but they always disguise themselves.. they disguise as our friend. stand beside us behind us everywhere around us..
i'm so grateful to have so many great angels around me. thanks.. it's very blessful to have such wonderful friends around me..

well friends nag us like a mum, friends scold us like a dad, irritating like a bro and sis.. hahaha. but friends really do care about us... very much indeed. that's why they sometimes sound like our mum dad bro n sis. hahaha.
well friend always the 1st person we share our problems to. borrowing their eyes and shower concern upon us... thanks to them i went through my teenage life full with so many great, beautiful n wonderful memories.... thanks guys!!!

but today i want to say something that comes from the very bottom of my heart... i want to said this to Lee Onn Wah, Goh Li Lin and Ting Chiong Ming.. they spare their time and energy n money for me. i apreciate it very very much.

as u all know, i need to go for eye operation recently.. i want to go to the private clinic alone cause i don't want to troubles my friends. although i know if i done the operation, i will get a blurred vision and i will have dificulty to went back to my hostel alone. as the journey is from petaling jaya to kl. my friends know that so they want teman me go there... but i don't let them. i mean i'm a big boy ad. can take care of myself wan. some say they are very sorry cause they cant follow me since they got class during my operation day.. i'm happy that they want teman me but i don't want to mafan them

but chiong ming really insisted want to follow me. i keep ask him to go gaodim his own thing but he still dowan. ish. penat man to push him away. then i saw onn wah n i acidentally tell him that i'm going pj for eye operation. onn wah straight away cancel all his meetings and training just to teman me go there. omg..! i'm so surprise and in the same time i'm so paisey. he is a busy guy n yet still want to follow me. aiyo!!!! i really dowan to mafan anyone want le... haiz... plan want to run away from them so they no need to follow me to pj. hahah. then onn wah said...

"don't try to run away from me (putting his arm across my shoulder), i won't let u run away want. stick to u close close. even people say i gay, i don't mind wan. so don ask me go away. haha"

deep within my heart i was so so so touched with what he said... really amazing to have him around me.. thank u so much.. well he is really a great friend that always support me want. not forgeting ching ming also..

another one i really want to say thanks is li lin. she always worried about me. cause if anything goes wrong with me then she got no driver. swt swt swt. but i'm happy that she do cares about me very much.. she keep remind me not to run away from onn wah n chiong ming man, keeps ask me b careful this n that... aiyo!! i'm fine la. ish. so memekak man. hahaha.

i can see that onn wah n chiong ming is very tired when they teman me to the clinic. especially onn wah. he keep mengantuk all the way man. haiz. so mafan them.. so paisey.. ask them dowan to come but they still want. zzzzz. degil dao............

but i'm really happy happy happy grateful, blessed and thankful for having such great friends...

THANK U ALL SO SO MUCH!! MUACKS!!! haha

~keep smiling, keep shining,
knowing i can always count on u, for sure,
that's what friends are for.
for good times n bad times,
i will be on your side forever more
that's what friends are for.....~

yday someone phone me n ask me how is my operation... i was so so so happy when she called. feel her concern is so warm, feel like yday was the best day ever.. hahah. thanks to her.. i really happy although i got time bomb in my eyes. hahaha. thanks to her for being the special girl....

TIME BOMB!!! OMG!

let me introduce something before i tell u what i mean by Time Bomb. look at the pict on the top. it is the image of our eye retina, that contains receptor to capture light and produce imge in our brain. the pict that i show is just a fail picture. it is not my eye. haha. ok ok. too much facts. haha. the next pict show a lattice degeneration which means that one part of the retina degenerates(cells in that part had die). if this degeneration happens severely then there will be a big tear to the layer of retina. the layer of retina will collapse and what u will see is just a black image. BLIND!!!! in other words it is named retina detachment where the layer of retina falls down and blind..... so so so so so..... my retina got this lattice degeneration man!! omg!! and it is not one eye.. i got this thing in both of my eyes!!! @.@ i'm goin to be blind. omg!!

when u have this lattice degeneration, u will see alot transparent worm in your vision and u will experience flash of light when there is no light around u.. i had seen this transparent worm since i was a kid. OMG! means i got this crack since i was small man. then 4 days ago i saw a flash of light when i was closing my eyes!! @.@ i'm studying as an optometrist. my senior has warn me about the serious of this disease. so i refer to my optometrist clinic and has a check up.. and i found out that i got big crack on my retina man....... haiz. what a bad newss..

my senior was very worried about me so they ask me to see a eye specialist, ophthalmologist to have a laser treatment to paste my crack before it get bigger and eventually falls and i will BLIND. zzzzz. so today i went to see a doc. and the doc scan my eyes using super cool machine but hurt my eyes... so he say

"your crack on both eyes is so beautiful.. both like a mirror image on each other."

zzzzzzzzz beautiful?! i am goin to blind already le... then the doc say that i no need a laser treatment because if i do laser then there is a big chance that there will be more cracks after the treatment. omg!! i was so.....speechless. means i got nothing i can do? haiz....... but i already accept this facts since my senior 1st tell me taht i might have retina detachment... so the doc ask me to take care of my eyes n i need to do regular checkup..

i now has a timebomb in my eyes that anytime might BOOM!! and then i will die!! hahah. don't worry. this time bomb i will add more time to it so it won't boom so quickly... that is what at least i can do to prevent myself from blind. so here i wan to stress that PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR EYES! YOUR EYES IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ORGAN IN YOUR BODY! DON'T BE LIKE ME....

seeing is wonderful
able to look is blessful
life without eye
is like being alone in the world
protect and love your eye
for it that opens your way to what u want the most
be grateful
for being able to look
beautiful

Life Brief Candle...

life is short. just like this butterfly.. lifespan is just 2weeks for it to turn from a ugly caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly.. jz like us. we didn realise that everything we went through goes by so swiftly... we don't have a chance to look back and have a look on what we had been through... because we live in a fast-forward world..

today, during my resting hour, i went to have my lunch outside my campus.. on the way there, i need to use the hospital route. while i was walking there with my trembling tummy, i saw an old guy drop down in front of me. he got sawan babi.. he fall down infront of me. whole body was cramping.. his saliva was droping.. bubbles of saliva is around his mouth. he was biting his own tongue. he look very suffering..

i stood there, wondering what i suppose to do. i'm telling myself this...

"leng!!! someone fall down infront of u n he look very painful n HE NEED YOUR HELP!!!"

i wanted to help him... but i was so stuck.. i don't know what to do. i feel so so useless man. i was a undergraduate student! i should be able to help him! ya!! so i find something to let him bite so that he won't bite his tongue off n causes major bleeding n he could die.. then i saw someone rushing to the guy to help. thanks to him, the old man look abit better. but he still look that he is in great pain.. i still could'nt do anything. so what i can do is said some prayer in my heart.. hopefully he will be ok..

there is a girl rush to the hospital to ask for help.. do u all want to know something... there is a middle aged guy who claimed himself as the old man's saudara.. u know what. he was very calm all the way. i mean TOO CALM!! ur saudara pengsan there n u stand there looking at him?! look at him as if he want the old man to die man. WALAU!! then 3 medical officer from the hospital TAKES THEIR OWN SWEET TIME TO WALK TO THE OLD MAN!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! there is an old man lying don the ground and desperately need help and what u all are doin..? take ur time, shake your butt left and right n cat walking to the old man. BLOODYFOOLS MEDICAL OFFICERS and the middle age guy!!! argh!!! think about them really piss me off! walau eh!! i really want to scold them on the spot already. but i hold on it. cause i also cant do anything over there. not only mad with them, i also piss of myself for not able to do anything that at least reduce his suffering and make him fell better.... i really failed to be a person who once dream before to be a doctor, saving people and make people happy...

so i just walk off n just hope that the BLOODYFOOL MEDICAL OFFICER can help him.. so i take a glance to the scene n i saw ONLY ONE OFFICER TOUCHING (not checking) the old man. walau walau walau!!! really @#$%^&*... i hope that old man is safe...

life is really unpredictable.. we really need to appreciate what we have. do not hurt people feeling and make them feel that they are always been loved. cherish everybody around u.... love them care them understand them....... do not regret when people that u loved eventually leave u....

~time travels swiftly
love always lonely
slow down peacefully
take love seriously~

be like the butterfly.. although the life is short, but it able to be graceful with itself.....

Regretted.. a song by RyuLeng

here is a song i wrote to a girl. the girl that is so special to me but i had hurt her teribly... thats why i regretted. didn manage to sing to her. hoping she will, one day, accept me.. but everything was too late...

once upon a time i had i girl
the girl so sweet till she melts my heart
every sweet hours n moment
oh~ that's so wonderful oh yeah~

but when i'm being immature
i let my girl face the pain n doubt
all just i felt that i couldn't
bring her eternal happiness..

i regretted all the words i said
i regretted all the things i did
i regretted let u walk away
n leave me here all alone

but if there's a chance to turn back
i take back all the words i said
i hope we can be together again
oh~that's so wonderful oh yeah~

so do believe me my girl
i hope we can be together again.....

hei. i'm not emo again. this song was written 1year ago. just want to post it here to make sure i will never forget this song...... well, although we didn manage to be couple, but being a friend to me is more than enough..

so here im wishing her all the best in her future, carrier n also new love...

this is the origami flower i made for that girl..

a man will love a thousand girls, but
a special man will love a girl
in a thousand ways...

Marketing Operations !!!

hah. at last, something in my blog that is not that emo. hahah. so how am i going to start. erm. oh~ i join my UKM program called Pesta Ang Pau. it is really a grand program as all the chinese students in UKM are gather together to make this program a success!! although we do meet many many troubles wit our STUPID RACIST BLOODYFOOL JACKASS MIA TIMBALAN PENGETUA!! (whatever u can name it) who also the BASTARD who give me so so so many problems n unnecessary stress!! oops~~ sorry. being emotianal again. haha. sorry~

so today we have a event called Marketing Operation (MO). sound cool right the name. hahah. if we have Mafia Operation then it will definately even cooler!! hahah. oops~ run out of topic again. too excited already. hahah. basically we need to find sponsor for our program. i know it is going to be super duper tired n i got so much thing to do. haha. but to prove to the BASTARD TIMBALAN PENGETUA that we can, i become super bersemangat. (not really la~~ jz bossing around. haha) and also i want to win others in getting the most sponsor. hohoho. kiasu man me.

as u all know, finding sponsor is super hard man. u need to face the people reaction n attitude n on top of that, u are searching them under a HOT HOT sun. dehidrated man. kering liao. today searching was fun n not forgeting extremely tired. jz imagine u need to walk for about 3km (i think) n talk till u must vomit ur throat out man. hahah. but of cause we also have many great moments n unforgetable memories throughout the whole MO.

do u all want to know what is my 1st shop that im asking for sponsor? dream also i won't dream tio man. u all sure can't imagine that wan. hahah. it is the COFFIN SHOP sial. OMG! i was like............ zzzzzzzzzzz speechless. hahah. i look at my partner who also speechless at that time. both of us was like...

"want to go in ask ma?"
"u go in 1st la.."
"wei.. very scary le"

i'm telling u.. that coffin is so so so scary man. coffin is everywhere man. on ur right, left, front n back. (having goosebump now. haha) i forget to take the picture of it ad. paisey~ but it is so so freaky spooky n scary man!! hahah. seriously.. then i say "why don't we go in n have a try?". so in the end i went in, searching for the tauke. i was like..

"omg! i had been surrouded by coffin man!!"
"is the tauke live in the coffin?"
"will he suddenly open the coffin door n say what do u want" (i will shock to my feet man. hahah)

what a scary cat man me. but im not k. i seen ghost before. but surrouned by many coffins is totally a different feel man!! spooky sial!! hahah. u all should try it. hahah. believe me.. u will not dare to enter even a feet. hahahah.

so my partner, a cute girl(hehe) named Su Zen n i went in the coffin shop. we just want try our luck. since it is the coffin shop then i think the tauke will not sponsor that much. (hoping the tauke not very scray also. hahah). we saw the tauke in his office after travelling a "tunnel" surrounded by coffins!! hahah. the tauke is not as scary as i thought. he is an average 50's man. we approach him politely n he treat us politely too.

to our very surprise.... the tauke donated RM50 man!! omg!! what a great kick start for MO man. RM50 man! boast our semangat man. so we say thank u so so much n we leave the shop. we was so happy till we forget that we eventually using the "tunnel of coffins" to get out man. hahahah. todays lesson is "Don not judge the book by the cover" hahah. should change it to "D0 not judge the shop by how it LOOKS!" hahahah

then we, with the brand new semangat continue to find sponsor.. so here comes our dear Malaysian kerenah when we approach them for sponsors..... zzzzzzzz =.="

"tauke is not here. he will be back at 6pm"
"tauke is outstation le. i cant do anything"
"........................................ (do not want to say anything)" =.="
"(pretending to do their own thing n think that we wasn't there)" lagi zzzzzzzz... swt swt
"do u know that u are disturbing me?!" tio chuak me man. hahah.
"dowan dowan dowan dowan dowan dowan dowan dowan dowan.........dowan dowan dowan" =.="
before we speaks or even before we open our mouth then they say "DON'T WANT" zzzz

though we meet alot "nice" people..., we do meet alot generous which donate RM100 man!! the tauke is so so so nice. joke with us n love donating! so cool man!! he is also a very optimistic old man. asking our opinion n so on. n he also praise me that i got a nice voice to sing man. hohoho. (kembang man) why Malaysian cant be abit like them. save our energy. hahahah. thank u so much for ur donation!! there is many funny moment while we are finding donation. hahah. example...

tauke : wei. young man. come come donate donate!!
worker : tauke... u donate 1st then i donate..
tauke ; no no no. u all are young people. u must take the 1st step.
worker : no no tauke. u are tauke then u must donate 1st
~~~~~they continue tauke here tauke there, worker here worker there~~~~~
~~~~~at last worker lost. hahha~~~~~
worker : ok i donate more. i must donate more too.
tauke : ok. i donate more then u RM1. u also must add another RM1.

so they continue to add add add n we was at the side n wish more more more donation. hahahah. so ended up they increase from RM20 to RM35. cool!!! hahahah. thanks to them, putting up a funny scene for us n also donate us money.

there is 1 tauke i really sanjung him tinggi tinggi n banyak banyak sial!! hahahahah. i cant stop laughing thinking about him. hahahah.

this optician tauke was standng outside his shop. he with his tauke style was waiting for any incoming customer. then my group consist of 8people (i'm the only guy. haizz. mana pergi semua laki laki ni.... dah nak pupus le. hei not bad. that make us special. hahahahah). so i acidently saw that the tauke noticed us already. n i saw him rush into his shop. so i went in the shop with my partner.. do u know what we saw..... the tauke was pretending to be customer n act so innocent in "choosing his specs", ignoring us. wahahahah. walau.. i mean, u no need to avoid us till like that ma. hahahaha. but i truly like his idea of pretending a customer man. so creative. i should do it when i have my own shop. hahahaha. (cant not stop laughing. hahhah).

so in the end my partner n i got RM350. what can i say. me, the talented n trilling one n my partner, the cute n charming wan. hahahah. so add in our group, total up RM801 (the RM1 is syiling that 1 customer dowan already) swt... WELL DONE to us man!! hahah.. but if there is another MO, i choose not to go cause my feet now is like flat n bengkak. hahah. that's all for now. cheers. important is.... believe in karma n u will see a brighter side of your pain. hahah. gud luck n have a nice day!! smiles X)



my partner and me



crazy time with my group.. syok sendiri... hahah



our things that we mange to collected for our program. gosh!! like rubbish man. hahahah. but everything is very useful. hehe



well done!! we strive for the best and aim for the perfection!! yeah babe!!!

Building bridges, crossing river. but water too strong, bridges collapse...

haiz.... start my blog with quite emo recently. things didn really go as smoothly as u want. everything feels like against u. it's getting harder day by day. new obstacles need to be overcome.. stand again after beat down. but again u are throwed by a huge burden n forced to knee down.. unable to get up. my friend's support have carried me this far. giving me the energy to continue my race.. thanks guys

but when things continue to be even rougher.., soon ur feet will feel more heavy. harder to get up. sky is like falling upon u... sun is too bright for u.. even sound of a wind can really be very noisy.. feel like there is no strengtn to carry on although there is friend supporting u from the back.. but yet still feels like u r all alone in this fight..

this time.. i fall down completely. unable to get up.. i cried.. T.T haiz.. emo.. find out that i had really got no energy already.. completely breakdown. suddenly think about my mum, family n someone.. just like the bridge, once it has been destroyed by the strong current of the river, it will take long long time to build it bac. even if i do really can build it back, it won't be the same like last time me..

luckily this time my mum give me the strength to move on. chatting with her today..her voice just give me the spirit to get up from my falls. at this time.., i really love her. she has been a great mum. thanks mum. love ya!! she make me feel hat i still got hope. she make me see the beautiful rainbow after a stormy rain..

now i get bac to my feet, able to feel my feet ad, so i will continue my journey with new hope, new strength n new me! with my mum besides me.., i won't give up n won't let her down.. promise..


Thanks mum! for being so special person in my life
"don't worry son. mummy always support u. do whatever u can and i'm proud of u"

bring me back to life. thanks guys!!

this week started with a very busy n stressful moments. i was totally going to breakdown n was about to give up hope. i started to miss my family so much that eventually i shed my tears when i was looking at my family picture. (sorry for being so emotional. haha) but im so so gald that i got support from my friends n senior. thanks to them.., im able to stand on my feet n back to the race. yeah babe!!! hahah.

when u are really very stressful, when the sky like going to collapse on u, when the sun is really so blazing, when ur leg is shaking.., then people around u come to u n offer their help..., wow!! that moment is so touching man!! it feels so great. i was so happy that i didn realise that my eyes was watery. just a simple sentences :

"xiao zhang.., i help u find this song since u r so busy."
"leng.., gambateh!! i know u got the spirit and i know u can do it!! yes u can!!"
"xiao zhang.., u can always find us to share your problems with us. we will help u wan." or
even trying to make a small joke just to make me smile...

all this simple words really boast up my energy n spirit for me to continue striving for the best. thanks guys!! u all really lift me up from my hell dungeon n carry me back to the race. thanks for becoming my strength, voice n eyes!! friends forever!!!

Everything will be OK Leng!! we support u from the back!! gambateh!!! go go go add oil!!!

Poor lecturer...

omg!! guest wat happen today. i was attending my lecture at 9am. itz freaking tiring as yday nite i was bz wit my program thinging. zzzz. then my lecturer, prof sharon enter the room. as usual.., she will check the computer. the computer is well known as "super degil computer" in short SDC. hahaha. (wat to do, ukm ma... hahah)

but this time the computer damn freaking degil n prof sharon have to take out white flag. haha. n then she say "change room". i was sitting at the back of the class (to curi-curi sleep in class). i was like "huh...? can we jz skip the class? i wan sleep le. why got other room wan. haiz.."

prof sharon was very enthusiastic to teach us. but le... the new computer boikot our dear lecturer. hahaha. i take my time to toilet to "pangsai". i tot i will b late for the class. manatau the computer really bersemangat in boikot-ing my lecturer. hahaha. poor prof sharon....

then she got no choice n she teach us without the computer. haiz... this time i need to concentrate ad. cz she is standing (she alwaz sit behind the monitor n her face is block by the monitor) this time i cnt hav the chance to curi-curi tidur. zzzzzzz. (wat a sleepy pig man. wat to do. sleep is an entertainment 4 me. hahahaahh)

when she was about to to write the 1st word on the white board, suddenly...........

whole UKM BLACK OUT MAN. omg!!! i cant imagine how prof sharon felt at tat moment. wahahahah. poor lecturer.. but 1st time man. BLACK OUT SIAL!! hoho.

so in the end our class was cancel n we went back hostel earlier. me? of coz im very super duper happy cz i can SLEEP like pig!!! wahahah.

post for fun... haha

i now curently studying in UKM (universiti kebangsaan malaysia). doing optometrist here. everybody will start ask me question tat make me damn zhadao man. hahah. some will say :
"wat is optometrist?"
"got this kind of course me?"
"not popular wan, rite?" zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
now let me tell u all. optometrist is a a PROFESSION (not just a simple job) ish.. well, since i was jz the 1st yr in this course so i dono much about it. hahahah. but wat i do know is in future i will provide lens to people who has astigstism, far-sighted, near-sighted n "lao hua" which we call presbia (i tyk). wow. i tyk i need to really know wat im doin man. haha. n also, i will check on eyes disease n find a cure to cure it. it other word, without me, u all wun hav a great eyes to siam gals n guys!!! thanks me man. hohoho. don worry. i will take "good" care of ur eyes. hahahah.

aiyo i really soung immature wit my post. i ad 20 yrs old liao. aiyo!!! wake up leng!! wake up!!!! piak ur face piak!! piak!! (lame~~~~) hahahah. well tats me.. haha. funny atractive charming hansum n cute.. (omg!! perasan sial) hahahah. k la. stop ad la. if not my blog will b spam man. hahahah.

anyway, tatz all 4 now.. hehe. hav a great day n cheers.... XP

greetings...

wheew.. at last i create my own blog. hahah. i noe it is not something very special. but at least i wun feel like katak di bawah tempurung when people said "huh? u don have blog ar? omg!! u r so outdated" zzzz. now i can at least tell them i got one ad. hahahah. finally~~~

last time i think blog is a waste of time but look at me now... im typing a post here. hahah. soon i think i will addict to it. omg!!1 just like facebook. zzz. what can i say. im a simple guy with simple life with simple "needs". hahah.

soon my blog will b filled with all my great adventures n bringing me the best moment ever. some might be sour but hopefully i ca get through it. hoho. enjoy viewing mine.

to be continue......... XD