TIME BOMB!!! OMG!

let me introduce something before i tell u what i mean by Time Bomb. look at the pict on the top. it is the image of our eye retina, that contains receptor to capture light and produce imge in our brain. the pict that i show is just a fail picture. it is not my eye. haha. ok ok. too much facts. haha. the next pict show a lattice degeneration which means that one part of the retina degenerates(cells in that part had die). if this degeneration happens severely then there will be a big tear to the layer of retina. the layer of retina will collapse and what u will see is just a black image. BLIND!!!! in other words it is named retina detachment where the layer of retina falls down and blind..... so so so so so..... my retina got this lattice degeneration man!! omg!! and it is not one eye.. i got this thing in both of my eyes!!! @.@ i'm goin to be blind. omg!!

when u have this lattice degeneration, u will see alot transparent worm in your vision and u will experience flash of light when there is no light around u.. i had seen this transparent worm since i was a kid. OMG! means i got this crack since i was small man. then 4 days ago i saw a flash of light when i was closing my eyes!! @.@ i'm studying as an optometrist. my senior has warn me about the serious of this disease. so i refer to my optometrist clinic and has a check up.. and i found out that i got big crack on my retina man....... haiz. what a bad newss..

my senior was very worried about me so they ask me to see a eye specialist, ophthalmologist to have a laser treatment to paste my crack before it get bigger and eventually falls and i will BLIND. zzzzz. so today i went to see a doc. and the doc scan my eyes using super cool machine but hurt my eyes... so he say

"your crack on both eyes is so beautiful.. both like a mirror image on each other."

zzzzzzzzz beautiful?! i am goin to blind already le... then the doc say that i no need a laser treatment because if i do laser then there is a big chance that there will be more cracks after the treatment. omg!! i was so.....speechless. means i got nothing i can do? haiz....... but i already accept this facts since my senior 1st tell me taht i might have retina detachment... so the doc ask me to take care of my eyes n i need to do regular checkup..

i now has a timebomb in my eyes that anytime might BOOM!! and then i will die!! hahah. don't worry. this time bomb i will add more time to it so it won't boom so quickly... that is what at least i can do to prevent myself from blind. so here i wan to stress that PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR EYES! YOUR EYES IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ORGAN IN YOUR BODY! DON'T BE LIKE ME....

seeing is wonderful
able to look is blessful
life without eye
is like being alone in the world
protect and love your eye
for it that opens your way to what u want the most
be grateful
for being able to look
beautiful