Life Brief Candle...

life is short. just like this butterfly.. lifespan is just 2weeks for it to turn from a ugly caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly.. jz like us. we didn realise that everything we went through goes by so swiftly... we don't have a chance to look back and have a look on what we had been through... because we live in a fast-forward world..

today, during my resting hour, i went to have my lunch outside my campus.. on the way there, i need to use the hospital route. while i was walking there with my trembling tummy, i saw an old guy drop down in front of me. he got sawan babi.. he fall down infront of me. whole body was cramping.. his saliva was droping.. bubbles of saliva is around his mouth. he was biting his own tongue. he look very suffering..

i stood there, wondering what i suppose to do. i'm telling myself this...

"leng!!! someone fall down infront of u n he look very painful n HE NEED YOUR HELP!!!"

i wanted to help him... but i was so stuck.. i don't know what to do. i feel so so useless man. i was a undergraduate student! i should be able to help him! ya!! so i find something to let him bite so that he won't bite his tongue off n causes major bleeding n he could die.. then i saw someone rushing to the guy to help. thanks to him, the old man look abit better. but he still look that he is in great pain.. i still could'nt do anything. so what i can do is said some prayer in my heart.. hopefully he will be ok..

there is a girl rush to the hospital to ask for help.. do u all want to know something... there is a middle aged guy who claimed himself as the old man's saudara.. u know what. he was very calm all the way. i mean TOO CALM!! ur saudara pengsan there n u stand there looking at him?! look at him as if he want the old man to die man. WALAU!! then 3 medical officer from the hospital TAKES THEIR OWN SWEET TIME TO WALK TO THE OLD MAN!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! there is an old man lying don the ground and desperately need help and what u all are doin..? take ur time, shake your butt left and right n cat walking to the old man. BLOODYFOOLS MEDICAL OFFICERS and the middle age guy!!! argh!!! think about them really piss me off! walau eh!! i really want to scold them on the spot already. but i hold on it. cause i also cant do anything over there. not only mad with them, i also piss of myself for not able to do anything that at least reduce his suffering and make him fell better.... i really failed to be a person who once dream before to be a doctor, saving people and make people happy...

so i just walk off n just hope that the BLOODYFOOL MEDICAL OFFICER can help him.. so i take a glance to the scene n i saw ONLY ONE OFFICER TOUCHING (not checking) the old man. walau walau walau!!! really @#$%^&*... i hope that old man is safe...

life is really unpredictable.. we really need to appreciate what we have. do not hurt people feeling and make them feel that they are always been loved. cherish everybody around u.... love them care them understand them....... do not regret when people that u loved eventually leave u....

~time travels swiftly
love always lonely
slow down peacefully
take love seriously~

be like the butterfly.. although the life is short, but it able to be graceful with itself.....